Received another email from a reader in Literotica, and this one was really gross!  He actually called me a cyberwhore!  I almost wrote a nasty letter to him, but managed to take a deep breath and let the moment pass.  He's not worth a spit.

But it did get me into thinking about how others do look at people like me.  No make that women like me.   That's exactly why I had to make sure that no one in my family will find out that it's actually me inside this site, that it's their sister or in-law actually thinking these thoughts and posing for the pictures!  I cannot risk the chance that someone like that stupid bloke is actually a relative of mine and treat me that badly.

I believe that what I'd been doing is nothing more than expressing what had been inside me from day one.  I had not actually slept around, I hadn't actually done any of those things that I've written about.  Those pictures were taken by my husband and he's the only one who've actually seen the nude body WITH my face together!

Oops. . .  That's not totally accurate.  One other person had seen my actual picture.  He'd been such a nice person and I felt that he treated me as a real person that I gave him an address where the pictures in whole were posted.

But again, he only got to look, nothing else.

So, I've actually hadn't committed a single sin!

Right?

Oh, I should stop dwelling on this. . .  it's not helping my depression one bit.

To all the assholes in this world, may you get the fuck that you deserve.  Up the arse with a jackfruit!